Mike was a talented pitcher. He pitched for the A’s. No, not the Oakland A’s. Mike pitched for the Lowell A’s. The Little League baseball team on which I played as a child.
He had beautiful form on the mound. He had obviously invested a lot of time with his dad working on his wind-up, as well as on a variety of different pitches. The fastball was Mike’s specialty, though. It was deadly accurate, and for a young boy, pretty darn fast. Fast enough, in fact, that no one wanted to stand too close to home plate when Mike was pitching.
One day, playing on a dusty field in late July, we all discovered that Mike had an Achilles’ heel in his pitching game. Once he had let go of the ball, he assumed his job was done. Off balance, and catching his breath, Mike would take his eye off of the batter for ever-so-brief a period of time.
No one had noticed it before that day; but when it caught up with him, everyone quickly saw its effects. The young boy who was at bat had hit Mike’s fastball. In fact, he had hit it right back at Mike. In that flash of an eye when Mike found himself distracted, the ball slammed right into his forehead. He fell to the ground like a rag doll. The coach rushed to the field. Soon, he was joined at the mound by the umpire and Mike’s mother.
There was nothing for the rest of us to do but to stand by helplessly, wondering what would happen. Thankfully, Mike after a few minutes, Mike was back on his feet. His mom took him to see the doctor, just to be safe. Soon, he was throwing that fastball again. Only now, he had learned not to take his eye off the ball… EVER!
Earlier this week, at the very beginning of the mission trip my son Shaun and I are on with the youth group from our church, the Youth Director spoke of how easy it is to be drawn close to God during a week like this one. With the distractions and responsibilities of home life removed, it is natural to find ourselves spending time in prayer, communing with Him. This is especially true when so many emotions are tied to each day as we do whatever we are called to do to show love to others.
His warning, though, concerned our return home and to our normal routines. It is so easy to let that time with God slide. To take our eye off the ball. A.K.A. our relationship with Him. This can be a gradual process, or; as with Mike and that line drive to his forehead, it can happen in a heartbeat.
Faith has been an important factor throughout most of my life. Back when I was Shaun’s age, we had a Youth Director at our church who inspired me in my faith. It was a process that continued over the course of my teenage years and into adulthood. Eventually, however, that faith began to falter. I had become an empty-nester, and allowed myself to take my eye off of God pretty regularly.
Eventually, I had turned my eye so far from Him that I found myself smack in the middle of my addiction. Without even realizing it, I had completely turned from God; putting all my faith in my drug of no choice – meth. It became my god. I began each day with it, focused on it throughout the day, and often sacrificed sleep to it. All because I took my eye off the ball.
Then, one day I found myself laying in the dirt. I’d been taken out by my addiction. All that I had done to feed it became suddenly known to those around me. Though a few came to my side to help me, most simply watched from the bleachers. They were either too stunned, or too disgusted by the exposure of my Achilles’ heel to help me up.
When I decided to give recovery through the Twelve Steps a try, I was mostly hoping that I could get clean, and that by doing so, I could have another chance at life. Back then, I truly believed that I had had my back turned to God for so long that He surely had walked away. That He would no longer have interest in drawing me back to Him.
However, I soon discovered that my faith would play a vital role in my recovery. So vital, in fact, that it is addressed immediately following Step One, in Steps Two and Three. I quickly discovered that He had never left me. He had never given up on me, or my chances to become the person He desired me to be. By the time I had finished with Step Three, I was praying for God to take my will and my life with confidence that He would. I was experiencing the power of my faith, and how it grew as I learned to seek His will.
I’m up extra early this morning. We are getting an early start on our day, so I needed an early start to allow ample time for prayer and meditation. You see, I have experienced the fallout that comes from taking my eye off the ball. As an addict, that fallout can be deadly. I’m reminded of just how deadly it is every time a friend from recovery relapses and dies as a result of this disease.
Statistically, it is pretty certain that at least a couple of the students on this week’s trip will battle with addiction. My heart aches for them, even before they turn down that road. Fortunately, though, we serve a God who is mightier than addiction or statistics. I’m living proof of this fact. So, I pray for each and every one of us on this trip, that we would all keep our eyes on God, even after the excitement of this trip has faded. Lord, please grant us the faith to keep our focus on You. Help each of us to learn to focus on our faith.
Have a remarkable day!