I recently purchased a new case for my iPad for work. The original one I had been using for over five and a half years went kaput, so I began my search for its replacement.
My intention was to simply buy the same model I had bought back then. Silly Kent. Don’t you know electronics change over time? Did you really think you would be able to open up your Amazon app, search for the purchase from way back when, and get the same exact thing?
Well, yeah, I did think that. Of course, I thought wrong.
When I hit the “Purchase Again” button, I was taken to a page showing a case that looked a lot like the original. Oh, but it wasn’t. This one had a fancy swivel so I can turn the screen all different directions. It also had a keyboard that was not just backlit, but with backlight colors that could be changed. It even has a mousepad built in.
Snazzy!
When it arrived, there was a white tab sticking out from one side. I naively thought that this was some sort of battery protection tab that needed to be used prior to using. So, I tried and tried to pull it out. The thing just would not budge.
Turns out it is a holder for an Apple Pencil. Unlike the pencils we could buy for a nickel back in elementary school from the supply closet, this one costs upwards of $120. I don’t think I’ll be needing one of those, thank you very much.
There is something else about this new case and keyboard. It cost less than the original. It has morphed over time, adding all these new and fancy features, yet I paid almost $20 less for this one than the original. As Yakov Smirnoff would say, “What a country!”
When asked to consider a life of humility, I can learn some lessons from this new case and keyboard. In the time since I purchased its predecessor, I have changed a lot too. I’ve gone from living in an apartment to a house. I’ve upgraded my car. My title at work has been upgraded too.
More importantly, my relationship with God has improved. I’ve grown closer to Him as I have strived to live in accordance with spiritual principles. I’ve also become a better husband and father. Not that I boast about myself for any of this. I boast about the power of the Twelve Steps to push me ever closer to God’s will. I boast in recovery, and its power to restore any addict and to help us become fully functional members of society.
Rules of economics help establish the value of this new gadget I’m typing on this morning. Its manufacturers knew the updates and upgrades that would be necessary to keep up with the competition. They also knew the price they could charge that would allow them to turn a profit without pricing themselves out of the market. It’s a sort of free-market humility in action.
Humility for me is similar. My value is found not in economics, but in the value God assigns to me. It is a humility that defies logic, because it makes me know that I was just as valuable to God when I was at the very lowest point of my addiction as I am today. Or, seen from a different perspective, I am no more valuable to God today than I was when I was at my very worst.
Just let that sink in, Kent.
I pray that God would help me to always acknowledge the value God has always placed in me. Lord, help me to never think that I am more valuable to you because of the things I have or the changes I’ve made in my behavior. At the same time, help me to humbly use all of the changes I’ve seen as a result of recovery to become more useful to you, and the people you love.
Have a remarkable day!